Wednesday, April 11, 2012
6:39:00 PM
Have u all thought about if you can turn back time what is one thing you will change? Probably one thing u have regretted so far in your life...
Am sure many of us have some regrets.
For me, i wish i could restart my uni life all over again. Be the friend that i meed to be and to see people, not with such an innocent heart. Maybe ppl look at me and dont think im all that innocent. But maybe i really am. And i really do trust ppl easily. Maybe not w my deepest secrets but with everything else. Trusting that all things will work out because thats how life is. But really thats not. If i can count i think moing to year 2 in maec is my greatest regret. Greatest regret. Everyday i look back to that time and wonder to myself why did i bother enough, why didnt i have the courage to change to something i like. To do what i really want. And in this process of searching what i want i lost myself in the whole of year 2. The whole year was a year filled with even more regrets.
Ppl i have met, friends that i haveade. And friends that i still maintain till now.
Some words of truth that my kor shared w me, if the person hasnt change since u meet him/her, what makes you think that they will change in the future. I looked back at my year 2 and compare it with now. Yes nothig has changed. Everyone is still the sane. Maybe some things have changed. But yeah ppl are still the same overall.
So next time when im gonna make a friend(yeah now i dont bother makinf friends) because some ppl find u because they are lonely or because they have no one else to find at that moment, and when they do, they just ditch u without u noticing... And honestly that happened all through my life since sec school: maybe thats why i haven been able to be a good friend, picking up everything from bad experiences... Because deep down i believe when i die, i know who will be there... And these are the ppl who truely care for u. And these are friends, friendships that u can say forever friends. I have this special friend whol
I hold so close too. Doubt she ever knows but i really appreciate everything. The countless time we just stay over at each others hse not because of ath but because of this friendship we have.
Something not related below:
And birthdays are like deaths i would day. The day u were given life to this world and the day where u will leave everything behind. Rmbering what my fren said: hospitals: a place where. A child is born and yet a place where it will be someones death bed. How much joy it can bring and how much sorrow it can make someone feel.
Am sure many of us have some regrets.
For me, i wish i could restart my uni life all over again. Be the friend that i meed to be and to see people, not with such an innocent heart. Maybe ppl look at me and dont think im all that innocent. But maybe i really am. And i really do trust ppl easily. Maybe not w my deepest secrets but with everything else. Trusting that all things will work out because thats how life is. But really thats not. If i can count i think moing to year 2 in maec is my greatest regret. Greatest regret. Everyday i look back to that time and wonder to myself why did i bother enough, why didnt i have the courage to change to something i like. To do what i really want. And in this process of searching what i want i lost myself in the whole of year 2. The whole year was a year filled with even more regrets.
Ppl i have met, friends that i haveade. And friends that i still maintain till now.
Some words of truth that my kor shared w me, if the person hasnt change since u meet him/her, what makes you think that they will change in the future. I looked back at my year 2 and compare it with now. Yes nothig has changed. Everyone is still the sane. Maybe some things have changed. But yeah ppl are still the same overall.
So next time when im gonna make a friend(yeah now i dont bother makinf friends) because some ppl find u because they are lonely or because they have no one else to find at that moment, and when they do, they just ditch u without u noticing... And honestly that happened all through my life since sec school: maybe thats why i haven been able to be a good friend, picking up everything from bad experiences... Because deep down i believe when i die, i know who will be there... And these are the ppl who truely care for u. And these are friends, friendships that u can say forever friends. I have this special friend whol
I hold so close too. Doubt she ever knows but i really appreciate everything. The countless time we just stay over at each others hse not because of ath but because of this friendship we have.
Something not related below:
And birthdays are like deaths i would day. The day u were given life to this world and the day where u will leave everything behind. Rmbering what my fren said: hospitals: a place where. A child is born and yet a place where it will be someones death bed. How much joy it can bring and how much sorrow it can make someone feel.
