Just realised that my frens bf broke up w her like close to 2 mths alr. Was suppose to be her good fren but along the way i felt too old. Like im 2 yrs older, somehow i jus dont qualify as best friend material. Tot she needed someone her age her course, at least they have more things in common. And now i feel so guilty. Why didnt i know earlier. Not that i can do ath but at least be there. Be that fren she needed me to be. Its so upsetting that frens relationship of a few yrs are like starting to fall apart. And i dont know how ppl make it work.

Rmb that time i still discussed w her abt oh yeah we must last as long as our bfs tog and keep gg. In the end... Whyy? Shes a good girl. I dont und wth is wrong w that guy. They say. If a girl sticks w u thru ur army period then u shld stick w her for life. Like shes worth or sth. But he nv even wait till army end. Quote unquote"too much leh" yar man.

Now i think abt it. Will we last? Is there forever? I dont know....