I dreamt abt council gathering. And i dreamt tt ppl were gossiping about us...

Well u can say its okays with u but its not okays with me.
The very first reason why i shun awy is because i dont wanna live in ur shadow. The way ppl always talk to u when they come into our room always calling u and ignoring me, until they realise: oh joanna is there. Its stupid. Didnt felt worthwhile to stay and decided to go away. Thats when all the frustration came in... And its jus so awkward for me to see u. U can easy pretend tt we are normal frens but i cant. I dont like to act as though theres no major quarrel btw us... Am so tired of facing u whenever theres some gathering. Should be glad for u that u found some long friendships in hall...
Because now i wake up in the morning and realise hall is nt my second home. If one day i was to hurt myself here, no one will know. No one will care. Yeahh. Maybe thats how life is. Allows man no failure. Theres nth i can do to change back time and nothing i can do now. Realised this sem has been really a black n gloomy sem.