Suddenly thought about our friendship. Thought about the times we mug together and i realise i missed it. Who am i lying to. Myself? Ha!
Its the choice i made. For all the disappointments i felt. For all the disappointments u felt. Was it even possible to recreate sth again. Maybe i wasnt a optimistic person that is why i dont want to try. Dont want to think about the consequences. But now o know...
But i know in considered dead in ur frens list. Its okays. No its not okays. But what can i do. No time for regrets...
So much easier to live life alone. So much easier to pretend behind that lie. Tired.
If i am not a good enough friend... Let me go.