told not to bear grudges.
it pains me just to think about it. i dont know how to put it behind me. i haven been thinking it for 3 months. and when i think of it now. it feels so raw so fresh. that its just a moment again.

when will the haunting seize?
when i choose to let go?
when i truely forgive?

its possible to forgive but forget...

i dont know..

just ignore it.