forgive me for nt talkin to u. im so afraid that i'll lose u as a friend. i rather rmb our happy memories and then let it go. there's so much i wanna know from u. so much i wanted to say. but it just felt so difficult. all my efforts seem to have gone down the drain.

*lets out a hugh sigh*

been to 2 camps so far. starting school in 1 day. i was excited. now im afraid. there's so much i need to do. feelin so lost~

i see ur profile. i see ur face. it nv fail to make me wonder. to make me regret . i bet u nv tot how much love could make a diff. u dont unds do u? or i dont unds.


sad post. i guess i shld stop. anyway i made a lot of new friends through my 2 camps. i alr know which are those im and can keep. i know these ppl will be there to keep each other strong. thats all i ask-- that our friendship remains. i wanna be a good friend with him for a selfish reason. but i wanna protect myself too. so confused~