okays.

a happy post for all my dearest who have been saying that im not blogging. went for tj pae outing last sat. maybe i shld call it a frens outin instead since only some pathetic 7 souls came. and they are the same few. so maybe we shldnt meet up anymore. yupp. i would admit to myself that its pretty much a waste of time. yar. somethings went gone will always be gone. no pt trying to hold on. right. and. i saw a guy "friend" . more like we used to friends hence the ('' '') (oh and i realised that my english is getting back. its like a lot of grammer and sentences cant type properly) anyway my pt is... there was an awkward silence when we met. and i cant say i dont miss the friendship le. but then...

whats gone is gone and will be gone.


even if u try to save it,
it'll never be the same...


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upset upset upset upset.
my day is ruinnnnnnnnn:(

what do u look for in a friendship?

who do u go to when u are feeling down?

where is the place where u feel the safest and most calm?

when do u think u can let ur emotions pour?

how will you feel when someone close to you betrays you?

whats the last "W" ? forget le. ohoh:(