sorry its been so long since i last blogged due to some personal reasons.

been feeling a little down a little insecure when i see him. things are not always what they seem so perhaps i just look at the other sides. think of the times i sacrifice some things for him, and he might be doin that too. we just dont see it. yupp. i guess so.

no wonder yvonne say we are so easily bought over. im not bought over co of the camera. ever since that time , things to have changed, there's this silent boundary no one dare to cross. hints of awkward silences that taken as it is. i guess i just have to accept it. ultimately brotherhood rules over a new made girl.

yupp. am confused.. what course to take. we never come close to thinking through. maybe we shld just choose and dont bother abt each other's choice. sighs~