one last post. went to my jnrs performance.
i think the snrs play.. its like...
sometimes ppl we treat as close friends may not treat us as close friends.

people that we assume we like and like us. ppl we expect to celebrate special events in our life may just not be them.

i realise she has changed. either that im seeing another side of her. like she's getting more sarcastic, more critical. maybe its par tof growin up. but its just so tiring to talk to her. thats y i rather keep it quiet. im the kinda person who doesnt make much of small decisions. small matters like where to go next i dont bother deciding. its like insignificant. bt to u it might be sth big. so its like diff for everyone.
sighs
u no longer the happy girl i once know.