okays la. i'll think.

2009 speaks of a year of gloom. economic recession trying to threaten my dad's job. my low paying job. my need to save up for my uni. my life as a christian slowing going down the drain...

have i told you how much i dont feel comfortable in this church. i wanna go to a place where people will have to know my from scratch. i hate this kind of feeling like i am trying to fit in each time. trying to keep those friends to keep the superficial talk. get a life man. anyone help me find a new church and convince my mum too. lol.


well. humble begingings. work life. undeniable its interesting yet the snrs are so scary. i know im not very smart like microwave photocopy machine also dont know but im learning ma. like its my fault meh. so sad:(