hmm. been feelin down again. guess its post exam blues. really. i just feel upset. and i just feel like crying. i dont know why. i just hate my life. sighs. one day so appreciative, one day so hateful. im sorry im a girl. thats an excuse. bet u gonna say it. so? yes. i like to be bitchy. i had many bowls of bitchys for BREAKFAST.

got back gp. not really that bad for a starter. paper 2. e-grade. hoping that my compo wont pull it down if not i'll hate myself forever. okays. forget it. im not here to talk abt this crap. what is mid years to me? its just another series of exams(tt im gonna fail) to prepare me for A's -- the only thing i can do is try my best and pray. sighs sighs

i dont know. theres this feeling of hurt when i reach. i know im thinking too much. i give all sorts of reasons. and believe one of them is true. but. i wish... nvm. i'll tell u later after ur match.

s***. my mum is bitchin abt me behind my back. rrr. i mean shes not talkin abt me. but shes sayin.. young ppl nowadays... blah blah blah. and talkin in a voice LOUD enough for me to hear. hell. but they are my parents. i cant change that fact for nuts. sighs.
omgosh can u love and hate a person at the same time. yes. my parents. rrrr!

nvm~ be nice joanna kam.




ps: when the loves gone, its too late to salvage it