Tuesday, July 29, 2008
11:16:00 PM
here goes.
i keep thinkin that guys around me are weird like how they wanna talk to u msg u. then after sth happens frens no more. i know its hard to keep a friendship when sth quite significant happens but only when one is mature enough, one will learn how to deal with this kinda stuff right?
that was my thinking.
then i realise i might be the weird one aferall.
i know i was mean, keep pushing you away. esp in school. claiming that im sick of seeing you blah blah. i thought u knew i was kidding. and i have to admit. a part of me craves the freedom and the sercurity before. but then this week. i felt that i needed more of u. when u start to draw away ( or so i tot ?!) i dont know. am confused to. u see. thats y they say girls feelings are always mixed. heehee. so true:P
okays~ nvm. we'll make things work right? i hope~
LOL
i keep thinkin that guys around me are weird like how they wanna talk to u msg u. then after sth happens frens no more. i know its hard to keep a friendship when sth quite significant happens but only when one is mature enough, one will learn how to deal with this kinda stuff right?
that was my thinking.
then i realise i might be the weird one aferall.
i know i was mean, keep pushing you away. esp in school. claiming that im sick of seeing you blah blah. i thought u knew i was kidding. and i have to admit. a part of me craves the freedom and the sercurity before. but then this week. i felt that i needed more of u. when u start to draw away ( or so i tot ?!) i dont know. am confused to. u see. thats y they say girls feelings are always mixed. heehee. so true:P
okays~ nvm. we'll make things work right? i hope~
LOL
