i used to comment when i read peoples blog. now im afraid to speak my thoughts. dont know why to. i jus look through all the posts quickly refusing to absorb anything. yes like the word adsorb. if u dont know what that means. time to revise your chem again.

im worried. im serious. i dont know what to do if i see that U on my report slip again. people with my character hate 1. rejection 2. disappointment. i mean everyone hates it but to us it jut hurts more. even if u say i cant go to this thing with you when im all so excited. it hurts. so im afraid of all that red marks. im afraid. that i will see the delight on my friends faces when they get theirs while i will be keeping my mouth shut. lost for words.

but its okays. im gonna be strong
someone told me the last few days to an exam are very important. how you make use of it can affect everything. yes i have kept that in my heart. and i'll prac it. thanks~