The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

true hurts. thats the way it is. my ideal age to die is 45. some may say its early, some may just wonder why am i thinkin about death now. when i should be thinking about A's. what if i just die a day before my papers, does it hold any meaning to sudy for it now? hmm. i think i have gone to a lot of funerals. and each one. i nv feel that im mature enough to comprehend the meaning of death. yes. i felt sad, felt like crying. but there was never one that i know i'll miss that person forever. also maybe because they were not close to me. this reminds me of someone. nice! ;D anyway on the topic of death. treasure lif because u might really lose it the next moment. i think its esstential for me coz i cross roads without looking most of the time. like the place where i have to walked from the bus stop have a lot of small roads. i usually crossed it half way then i look up, realise theres a car nearby. amusin isnt it. how i always manage to run to the other side in time. i think life is a miracle already. being able to wake up in the morning is a miracle.

im thankful*//
yes im.

im contented.


PS: teach me how to say those words to him to minimise the pain. wait. will it even hurt him that much? i dont know.