iwanted to come on9 to blog abt sth. i forgot. hmm. okays. today on the bus back. the guy beside me keep moving and fidgetin. i tot he was crazy. then i took a closer look and i realise that he was adjustin to the optimal height for the gf/ wife to lean on. this act immediately remind me of my ex. i think its a small action hardly noticed by most ppl. but its actually very sweet of the guy. i mean imagine having to sit up straight for the whole journey and all. so be appreciative girls out there! and yes. he was a guy who will stay awake the whole night just to watch me sleep. so i conclude i think im v lucky. experienced the almost utopia in my life. but because of that one natuarally will have higher standards. so what can i say man. higher standards greater disappointments. then again. i wont trade thosemoments of utopias for ath else. and i'll cont to aim for that. --- a friendship without being superficial, a love without doubts.
and. this is to declare. i'll only have long msg chats with 5 close guy frens. all those who those belong. pls stop initiatin msgs. i dont know how to simply not reply. so it gets on my nerves. dont spoil a friendship to try to get u want. and if u think im just a pretty face, go and die. i'll grow old in 2 years. so will becme old woman. okays. yes!
and aiyo silly girl. dont do that. i dont know. let me go beyond the doubting period. im tryin~
