that day--- i enjoyed myself



but i need to tell you
i dont love you as much as i used to
like
i no longer sit around just for ur msg
i no longer feel the need to talk to u



maybe i had too much expectations before that

i wanted a sort of friendship
that seems to be long gone before it all begin













im just starting to feel like so dumb, to want to give it all up
then now,

i really dont know what too

dont push me, dont force yourself