Monday, March 10, 2008
9:58:00 PM
im scared. i just realise sth. from jk. he says that the TAs may know our blog. whoohooo. so S***** sighs. im gonna lock my blog soon. but i too dumb dont know how to use. hahahaha. nvm~
anw. to address the issue. i know you know im talking about u. so here goes. erm. im disappointed because i chose to gave up family dinner for friends. then as i walk hm i weigh, okays i didnt even have to weigh coz i regret it totally. i feel that eating with friends is not as valuable as eatin with fam.
you may wonder y coz family like everyday see de. but to me. i can say i no longer enjoy the luxury of having dinner with my family everyday. i miss this coz its meant to be the usual time when we actually talked. now. my sis is hostel. she comes hm only on weekends. sometimes only for fri dinner. so if i dont eat w her tt dinner i'll have to wait another week. and if you are wondering y we dont talk normally, its coz we will just stay in our rooms during the weekend. so only communication and meetin time is dinner.
okays. then i'll only be able to eat with my dad on alternate weeks coz he works the night shift every other week. so if i dont go hm on any days that my dad is working at night,it means that my mum will eat alone. and i hate it coz for her its either instant noodles or packet food. i dont wan. its horrible.
okays thus to conclude. if i wan a full fam dinner. i can only have that on alternate week fri or the weekends. so far this year. 2.5 mths have past. and there are actuallly 15 days when ican eat and go out with my fam. but so far i think i only do so like twice or thrice?!
dont know.
but the thought of it breaks my heart.
and i hate it when my mum stays up just to wait for me at night.
argh. feel so bad.
seems like WCC has a great impact on me regarding my parents. love the way he adores his parents.
anw. to address the issue. i know you know im talking about u. so here goes. erm. im disappointed because i chose to gave up family dinner for friends. then as i walk hm i weigh, okays i didnt even have to weigh coz i regret it totally. i feel that eating with friends is not as valuable as eatin with fam.
you may wonder y coz family like everyday see de. but to me. i can say i no longer enjoy the luxury of having dinner with my family everyday. i miss this coz its meant to be the usual time when we actually talked. now. my sis is hostel. she comes hm only on weekends. sometimes only for fri dinner. so if i dont eat w her tt dinner i'll have to wait another week. and if you are wondering y we dont talk normally, its coz we will just stay in our rooms during the weekend. so only communication and meetin time is dinner.
okays. then i'll only be able to eat with my dad on alternate weeks coz he works the night shift every other week. so if i dont go hm on any days that my dad is working at night,it means that my mum will eat alone. and i hate it coz for her its either instant noodles or packet food. i dont wan. its horrible.
okays thus to conclude. if i wan a full fam dinner. i can only have that on alternate week fri or the weekends. so far this year. 2.5 mths have past. and there are actuallly 15 days when ican eat and go out with my fam. but so far i think i only do so like twice or thrice?!
dont know.
but the thought of it breaks my heart.
and i hate it when my mum stays up just to wait for me at night.
argh. feel so bad.
seems like WCC has a great impact on me regarding my parents. love the way he adores his parents.
