haix. reading someones blog. i feel so de-moralised. dont know. jus realise that ... sighs. nvm shall not say too much abt that persons blog.coz if not council ppl will know it who. lol.

anw dearie kelly. nv see u today. haha. wonder how u did for GP.

just wanna say i'll nv forget what u said. at mac, on how u feel that council are all superficial friendship. at that moment when it came out. i tell u it hurts.
cos i rmb a few days before we went to airport. and yz and u were the 2 tt was crazy enuff to keep me from emo-in. i mean 10 plus at night still go airport. i was very thankful coz of u 2 i see hope in gg out in groups of 3 or odd no. if u are close to me enough u will know that i dont go out in odd nos. coz i dont like the idea od someone might be left out. so i hate to be caught in btw 2 ppl. LOL. nvms. but u 2 make me realise that its possible. but then u have to say that....

but its okays i guess,
makes me think deeper again
then i start to think if ur words are true
the more i think
maybe the more realistic it seems
maybe its just me forcing it to be true like what u said

i wish its like that.
coz i thought friends are possible

i thought...

i wish


i dont know. i dont wanna spend another night crying again.