Thursday, February 14, 2008
9:04:00 PM
hmmm. HELLO PEOPLE! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
not a very happy day though. maybe seeing ms tan in the morn really kills the mood. all the admin work that hv to been done. it seems to be never ending. but some kind soul reminded me its gonna end in 2 weeks time. i await that sweet relief and the moment when i can be hm to study. i really need to. reason y im bloggin instead of studying coz sighs.. admin kills all the mood in me.
there are 3 ppl in admin comm. i hv 2 shoulders yet i feel so handicapped. one easily sick the other weigh down by many things too. so who can i rely on. i dont know too. times when i jus cannot take it and break down to cry, ironically its my cls people that comfort me. yet. deep within i kknow there will always be a distance btw my cls and i. i think i owe them a lot.
regardin aar. what can i say. admin got shoot at as usual. i hv nth to comment about whatever they say. because theres no point debating. it wont change things. if u people think w shld hv a station then have one during o2. i dont mind sittin there and entertainin myself. maybe can even study--- at least thats the bright side. WEM~ sighs.
okays. back to vday. sorry sorry to say but i rather finish admin work. i enjoy being with u. but i think no matter what if either of us nv finish our work completely we will not be able to enjoy the time fully. but feel that i very long nv talk to u properly le. hmm. nvm.
to all who did little gifts. thanks. esp YT audrEY and sherry. mineral water is cheap. but its really sweet of u guys! i think its really the gift that i appreciate the most.
to you. still glad to spend time w u. no matter what. yupp.
not a very happy day though. maybe seeing ms tan in the morn really kills the mood. all the admin work that hv to been done. it seems to be never ending. but some kind soul reminded me its gonna end in 2 weeks time. i await that sweet relief and the moment when i can be hm to study. i really need to. reason y im bloggin instead of studying coz sighs.. admin kills all the mood in me.
there are 3 ppl in admin comm. i hv 2 shoulders yet i feel so handicapped. one easily sick the other weigh down by many things too. so who can i rely on. i dont know too. times when i jus cannot take it and break down to cry, ironically its my cls people that comfort me. yet. deep within i kknow there will always be a distance btw my cls and i. i think i owe them a lot.
regardin aar. what can i say. admin got shoot at as usual. i hv nth to comment about whatever they say. because theres no point debating. it wont change things. if u people think w shld hv a station then have one during o2. i dont mind sittin there and entertainin myself. maybe can even study--- at least thats the bright side. WEM~ sighs.
okays. back to vday. sorry sorry to say but i rather finish admin work. i enjoy being with u. but i think no matter what if either of us nv finish our work completely we will not be able to enjoy the time fully. but feel that i very long nv talk to u properly le. hmm. nvm.
to all who did little gifts. thanks. esp YT audrEY and sherry. mineral water is cheap. but its really sweet of u guys! i think its really the gift that i appreciate the most.
to you. still glad to spend time w u. no matter what. yupp.
