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Monday, January 07, 2008
10:47:00 PM
okays i promise a post of fazall so here goes...

haha.im not so evil.m sincere about this post for him.

dear fazall,

Firstly, im glad that you took the form, did that rally that got many votes and we begin this journey together. im rmb the first time we talked. if u didnt, just to refresh your mind, we were outside classroom t1-1. you were practising for cheerleading. i know at that point i was damn nervous. and you did your interview already. rmb, i asked for who u want in ur exco. i remember hearing my name somewhere. and then... you gave me some encouragement. and that was our first encounter. a short and sweet one but that was a time, we as candidates experience the same kind of nervousness together.

then comes investiture. CTC. and that 5km run. seeing you complete the race is like a moment of joy. the joy in knowing that you went on because of us. that you didnt give up because you wanted to fight on. i rmbed that even Mr tan was impressed that someone your size can do it. that in itself is encouraging to hear. then the journey of council of 33 ppl officially begins...

through this times we didnt talk much. maybe moments during morning duty. maybe a random hi around the school. and i realise something about u. you attempt to talk to everyone. that was what u believe too right. and i see it in u. really.

then finally results. when we all know that u cant stay on, honestly, there were thoughts that were in conflicts in our minds. some wondered if it was for ur good to stay on another year, some believed that you have the ability to make it through j2. that time, i believe there were lots of downs in you life. i wish i can say that i hv been there for u but sadly i know i cant. many times i did wish to go to u, say some words but somehow feel that it is inappropriate. maybe we didnt hv that chemistry just yet.

next bash and prom. im sure we talked more. i learnt the importance of cherish. the importance of importance. because wo it, i wont be missing you, i wont be here recountimg the moments that we shared.

this lead on to more b****-ing sessions that we had. haha. we just love to b**** dont we. lol. its fun. and the time i broke your trust. that was not delibrate. i assure u. and... now i still own u one. im suppose to say that sexy thing. okays. wednesday. but for u to hear only okays! deal! LOL.

and... okays. loads of stuff happen in between and i cant type already. my mind's unclear already. and im still not at the thanking part. crap. fazall. i will go on in my note to u kkies. yupp!

loves <3,
joanna
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