Monday, January 07, 2008
10:22:00 PM
hmmm. hellos. just back here to complain about life. all the fun and playing is gone~sighs. and as im typing my mum is nagging about A's! wowow. okays~
anyway, the first day of school is kind of great. actually realise that i missed my classmates a lot. and. the sad thing is that i dont get to talk to them because i cant talk. LOL. well. at least maybe this period of time i can learn to listen. hmm. that should be it:) (my mums still stressing me. i think im not gonna get into a uni!) and about (u know what) feel like im doing a lot of s*** job. dont understand y they are throwing it at me, just because i happen to be available.
u are the few people that i bother to wait for a msg or for a reply. and u are also the few people that i need to wait for a reply.
and... i hate to say this but i think im avoiding you. maybe afraid of what to say, afraid of the distance that have grown or is growing between us, afraid of starting rumours. thats y i rather watch you from afar. i know you will be fine:) omygosh. i dont know what im saying. sound like some pervert. LOL.
anyway, the first day of school is kind of great. actually realise that i missed my classmates a lot. and. the sad thing is that i dont get to talk to them because i cant talk. LOL. well. at least maybe this period of time i can learn to listen. hmm. that should be it:) (my mums still stressing me. i think im not gonna get into a uni!) and about (u know what) feel like im doing a lot of s*** job. dont understand y they are throwing it at me, just because i happen to be available.
u are the few people that i bother to wait for a msg or for a reply. and u are also the few people that i need to wait for a reply.
and... i hate to say this but i think im avoiding you. maybe afraid of what to say, afraid of the distance that have grown or is growing between us, afraid of starting rumours. thats y i rather watch you from afar. i know you will be fine:) omygosh. i dont know what im saying. sound like some pervert. LOL.
