if any of u happen to be looking at this blog entry, u will realise that today is CHRISTMAS- the birthday of my one and only SAVIOUR_ THE LORD JESUS CHRIST! i rejoice. okays, those who are not christians can ignore that part. yeah. but i guess the only gift i can give to God is re-committing my life back to him. i think the life that im living now will not do HIM any proud, rather it will be a disgrace even to speak of. y i shall not disclose. if u happen to be a fellow one going to heaven, maybe u'll hear them during judgement day. and i guess we will all have to face the consequences of our actions. and speaking of that, it also means that i really need to apologise to my fellow peers whom i have offended, make them feel left out in any circumstances, really im sorry. on this journey, we are all learning to be a better person. and i know im not perfect. this mistakes i make in my eyes they might not be wrong but in others it might be. so i guess i should say im sorry. as the verse also says what i want to do i do not do , but what i do not want to do i do. which is obviously a terrible mistake. those after reading this, might think that u'll see a better me, i cant assure u that, but i promise i'll try. yes. i'll. so , tml i can say im a better person.

okays. anw.the previous post i saw it in an email but i thought its really sweet. but honestly, looking at certain things, i rather chose that option " saying nothing and wishing that i had" coz i feel that it would be better. yupps. LOL.

randoms. but. MERRY CHRISTMAS once again. PLS do not leave out the CHRIST word in the CHRISTMAS bcoz it means cancelling GOD out of HIS birthday! thanks people. that would mean a lot to me if you ppl will send msg like this! :D