after readin most of the councillors blogs, feels like im one of the few who stil celebrates christmas with my family. not that m complaining, im proud of it in fact. self talk: family before friends isnt that suppose to be the case? hmm. so i guess that means ... pause pause. my mum talked to me and disrupt my thoughts. so ignore that sentence. LOL.

anw, rmb the first bdae i celebrated with my frens, i felt a sense of emptiness. i know this is a typical mama's girl behaviour but i really cant help but feel that way. dont know why. maybe coz u know fam will be the ones who will be there to celebrate all ur bdaes, even when u hv no frens left in this world, ur fam will still be there. it makes me happy just thinking about that... lOL.