anw, FYI, i DO NOT feel that the camp is a total failure. i think no matter how bad it is, there is still some good points. like WnW, its not so bad. group 1 totally love it. u know what they say, the only improvement they tot can be made is that the timings shld be made better. this is so cool. seems like we manage to end the camp on a high note for them. and i heard that their grp had great bonding session. im really happy for them!!! haha. and. yesh. if those who know. i felt that the debriefing session with the HC and SC is kinda great too. I would like to clarify too why i didnt speak much. at that point of time, i really feel that there's nothing constructive that i can think of, might as well dont say. thats y. and... okays, mr hon, i'll try to talk more during debriefs kkies. yes.
Anw. erms. what else. i feel thats its great bonding time with my SC. i see a lot of passion they have for this council. like they are all wiling to defend council if anything happens. this is the kind of spirit. and. also, i can admit that ADMIN IS BAD. LIKE TOTALLY. yupp. i can admit that it is my fault. hahas. coz i really didnt ask much stuff from becky. see. Becky's working style: if you dont ask, i wont tell you. Joanna's working style: if you dont tell me, i wont ask. see what i meant? thats y ADMIN screw up big time. and i guess its really a lesson learnt. there's really so much we assume in everyday life. like we assume that we will still be in this world tml. we dont seem to try our best, do our best for everything. for eg, in this case. i could have done better by: not just doing what Becky assigned, but asking abt other admin jobs, abt what has she done on her part. her progress. thats mainly keeping each other updated! yupp. i think that would led to lesser screw-ups. yupp. i really really hope that O1 will be fine. oh no. i still hv admin matters to settle. die. big time. die. rrrr.
anw. to you. some one commented that: how come he didnt see us talk at all durin OGL camp. i wonder y too. its coz you too bz, or i too bz? i dont know. many times there are so many questions, so many doubts forming in my mind. i dont know whether i shld ask, whether its okays to ask. i wonder if u mean what u say. i wonder if maybe u were jus feeling off that night.... idont know, you said that... u... i dont mind really. i jus tot that... maybe its jus all the assumptions tt i made... maybe its all the assumptions you made. whatever it is. if things stay this way, maybe we can jus pretend tt it doesnt exist. LOL.
