Hmm. This few days keep going home late. Don’t know why too. Just don’t feel like going home. Maybe its like never talk properly to my parents for so long that I feel no sense of belonging. Its like what I feel is I want to go back to the warmth of the family, yet am afraid that I’ll be disappointed. Really don’t know. Then in the end, end up reaching home 7 plus 8, and having dinner outside. Then, sighs… sorry yt always make u stay out so late w me. Esp today. Wanted to take bus to emo. LOL. Nvm. But thanks for offering to take bus tog. Coz its like gonna be really late when u reach home. And I just realized that u have to wash all the pots and pans:C yupp. So sorry wor.

anyway just some random updates. My friend did a tongue piercing today. My gosh. When we were waiting outside, im like so freaking nervous and scared for him la. Then there’s this to do list after the piercing. And he’s like the kind of guy that has the ‘heck care’ attitude, so … a little worried that his tongue will get infected. LOL! Nvm. Haha

well. Today. Bought 2 belts at freaking cheap price. Nv see such cheap ones already. Shhh. Shall not disclose how much :p u can go orchard and shop and find. Lala~ and I had fun shopping. At least I did see some interesting clothes. Not sure if the rest enjoyed though.

and… OPOPOP. Well. I don’t know. Think I didn’t do my part as well. Thought I can do better. As in like way better. Not stumbling and smiling more. RRR. Sad. Well. Its okays. Justin said my grp did WELL and even EXCELLENT. And im PROUD of u GUYS!!! ROYSTON. YI TING. RIKA. DARYL. JOANNA. I LOVE my group. I think if in other grps I wont love it as much. How many groups actually go for bonding? Play tennis, swim, shop and just simply spend time together. Gonna miss those times. Wonder how next year will be like. As in. will not have the same feeling when I see my group again. And then this boils down to the same thing---

the only constant is change~ sighs~ what can I say. This is a fact that everyone has to face up too. Its just how strong we are at it. And apparently, im strong. I guess…

lost~