you know what. i have been hearing " nothing to say already ma" (or sth like tt or even not replyin) from people i have been msg-in for awhile. sometimes i wonder izzit coz im a bad converstionalist. you know when faced with this kind of situation, its hard not to wonder.

i dont know what to do already.

life is not about results right? but it seems like i wake just to do another round of PW. not that im complainin. but im jus wondering why the education system works like that. makes people strive so hard jus to get a good cert. why? dust we were form, dust we will go. we cant carry anything with us so why?

maybe i'll die young even before i carve my career, then y work so hard?

maybe the world will disintegrate before we reach the age of 30

maybe...

too much impossibilities...

too little control over my life

Godineedyou*//