my fren gave me 2 options: either u dont wan give me wrong impression or u feel the same way too. well if its the first one. i tell u arh. im not that BHB to think that u are being nice coz u also feel the same way. im happy to stay as close frens. jus the way things were before. i will not hv the wrong impression for nuts! and if u are really willing to give our frenship a miss, then im okays too. since u no longer value it, then i dont see the point too. i can always pretend tt we were jus superficial frens.

if its the 2nd one, i nth to say. really. been so confused, felt so dumb, felt lost. haha. now i know. i know. WHATEVER. im jus findin some place to rant. sick of keepin it inside. LOL.