u know what. i think im only left with communicating with u here. i really wonder if u r reading. give me a sign yeah. im really not smart. and im glad for all that. at least u bothered. but i wonder y. after so long izzit still possible to remain as before? i look at ur nick. im confused. what shld i say to convince u. or shld i not even convivce / persuade u. tell me tell me.

i have enough troubles. please dont add on to it.