sorry for the long long posts this time. i have a lot to say.

fazall said" meridian jc, the best 1 or 3 yr of your life" that time it seems like all fun and joke. it didnt occur to me that its really happening, and its so near, so close. i really dont know what tomorrow will be like.

im sure those readin will know wat i meant. it means people are getting retained. and i really feel that they dont deserve it. does the sch management really take pleasure at torturing people? i mean, yes, for some it might be really be for their interest, but what about others? when your hard work doesnt get reflected in your results, does it imply that you are dumb? i really dont know. i mean i know of people who im sure can do better if given another chance, they are the ones who deserve to get promoted, not those who survive by jus barely meeting the mark. well. but its not me to decide. im not BIG enough. whatever.

well. about being retained. i asked my mum about it. she said. well if my results are relatively near to the S grade, she will fight for me to not get retained. but if really cant make it she will let me get retained. coz it might really be better since i cant cope. this was really a random question to my mum, but im really thankful for her ans. it goes to show that she's understanding enough about retain-in and stuff. oh well.

to those out there, im really praying hard for u ppl. sometimes things may not be as bad as they seem kkies. im really sendin my love and wishes for you people. i really dont want to see poeple gettin left behind.

next year will be better... maybe.