i look at you. i wonder if know what im thinkin. im afraid to get the wrong ideas from you. like maybe u dont know ath abt the post to u and im just thinking too much.

each time i look at u, as much as i want us to be like last time, within me i know its not possible. the distance seem to far to cover. and each step u take to bring our friendship, each time i'll step away a step. forgive me my friend because, thats al i know to do. to withraw. i dont want to face with the same situation again. u know it'll happen coz i cant control my emotions.

dont try to tolerate me. i dont want to test ur patience. i dont wan u to end up irritated at the end of each day, getting no where.

im sorry!

really dont know what i want*//