dont try, because i dont wanna get hurt.
dont try, because i know i dont want it.
dont try, because you know it wont happen.
dont try, because you know things will get better with time.
dont try, and it will be fine...

this feels random. i dont know what to say. very confused over some stuff. Like really what to do now with my life. i dont know too. keep tryin and tryin to keep friendships that i have as much as possible but it feels so impossible. Its like on and off everytime. Izzit coz im sendin on and off signals to ppl, thats y they respond this way? or m i not suited into this sch's culture? it seems like i dont hv much prob makin frens in pae but now... wow. its like a diff story. even maintainin a basic frenship feels hard. u really dont know who to trust. like the whole earth backstabs each other. (not that i dont gossip, but well... its jus... not till the extent) roar. sick of this life. LOL