today really sux. as in say im bitchin but i totally cant stand it. dont understand y im given this job, dont understand y i feel totally against it. the ppl, the job. i dont know. it jus feels wrong. like they hv judge me wrongly. i mean .. i know what kinda material im and ... i dont mind being a ordinary mem! in fact now i rather be. shld hv state my stand v clear.. and i can be with my HAOHAO.. sighs. i wan hao hao. crap. anw. aiya. what to do. i really cant make myself do my best. i jus feel like agreein with whatever they say n dont gif comments. isnt it better. i know we'll hv conflicting views. argh. whatever. what can isay. i dont hv the right to. lol. no comments :P