when it was mon, i was already looking forward to wed when i get to go to tj invest. LOl. well. mon, was like sick already. then tues. was even worse. dont know what happened too. my temp rose to 38.1 on tues night. and i got a shock too. but on wed. i felt perfectly all right. i think ur mood affects ur body well-being. thats all i can conclude. bcoz alll the way i was waitin to see my frens. dyin to in fact. and yet when i saw them, felt tt i hv disappointed some of them. like my close fren, didnt talk to her, spent all my time with 1607. dont know why. but somehow i feel that no one can understand how much we felt as a class in 1607. 3 mths. but it feels like a year. hahas. heartaches when i think of it. this year is reall a trying year. feel that im drifting away away away from God.. like He's sooooo far. seem like He cant be bothered with my little stuff and i cant care less abt Him too. hahas. i wannt to get things right in my life. NOW.

oh man. hate it when i lose sense of direction. like when i dont even look to God. RRrr. rubbish. think my life is down right trashy. gonna get a life nowand live it well. yes. and im not gonna care abt MS wang. hate me. WHATEVER. im jus gonna do my best bcoz i wanna a good bio grade. NOT FOR U! :P hahas. well. and... nvm. im determined to make things right with her la. somehow. gonna apologise. since its my fault. sighs.

anw. thru it all . realise i really gonna depend on myself. i mean its my life. do what i want. thats me. hahas. well. ppl out there too. get a life. get YOUR life. and. i think the only thing that is gonna control or stop me is GOD. yes! feel so inspired by the gifts that God gave. LOL. hahas. and.. using it i'll, for God's glory. hahas. remind me to QT. hahas.

well. anw back to life story.thurs was a SAD sad day. y did MJ lose to rj. IRRITating. cant believe. but then again rj players played better. anyone with eyes can see. blehs. nvm. next yr!! yupp. thats all i hv to say.. and.. takkairs. everyone. ilove u ppl.