hih. well. new updates. im the first ic for investiture. not really proud to say coz i dont think im doin well. plus all the stuff. sometimes i dont know when to get involved in what they are doing. and its not like they will report to me too. sohow? lol. hahas. anw. when u r up there., u see ppl , u see all the little things that they do and everythng. and.. its not one that i like bcoz there is soon gonna be backstabbing etc. esp today is CTC. really scared i cant cope. EXPECTATIONS. DATELINEs. sighs. plus the fact that i thnk a lot. hahas. well. nvm.

anw. think i cant talk to my new mentor. maybe i jus feel weird talking to her. like its a diff person, hv to use diff approach. and there are rarely chances to bond to interact with her. yupp. the only constant is change. so i guess i have to live with it. today is my bad day :P lousy mood.