then today. had MOL. i called so many ppl to invite them kkies. i believe God wans me to bring someone.. so i jus tried almost everyone. lolx. since yt pangseh me AGAIN. a bit disappointed. but then at least i get to know a fren better. one that i kinda lost touch with le. realise tt i missed out a lot. then there's some disappointin stuff happenin. i had cls gatherin with 7 ppl. actually i wont say ita a bad no coz smaller grp easier to interact. budden it seems useless to actually chat. like go in depth. i feel that the gatherins are like pointless coz we dont get to know each other better. plus, it jus dawn on me that what my fren say being childish is part of maturity, it became very real again today. if u r mature u wont mind playin along with the others. when u actually comment tt others are childich, it also implies that u r not mature enough to put aside ur pride or ath to go to their level of playin. maybe im readin too much onto it..
and am i still as prideful.. no right? i hope not lei. otherwise like v bad. maybe i hv taken aft traits of a guy so i talk like what like tt.. then got man's pride.. hahas. whatever u cal it. hahas. stoopid la. im tryin okays.
and i feel tt sometimes we dont wanna do sth, like we say we bz.. blah blah. but.. time is in our hands right? it depends on what we put first on our list. like maybe u hv trainnin, hw, cls gatherin. if u choose hw over cls gatherin tt means u rather spend ur time on hw. sighss.....
