hih. seems like i cant catch up with blogging. feels like i hv not been online for a long long time. but i really feel that gg online is a waste of time, not within me to do . hahas. anw. things in mj is not bad. spent a lot of time with the council norminees. realise that there are a lot of fun-lving ppl and also ppl who really wanna make a change in mj. this ppl i really look up to bcoz there must be some determination in there. well. and i jus realise tt ppl are not so simple . ppl that i once respect , i start to despise. not bcoz i m better but maybe bcoz they make me realise that they do not on to their values as strongly as i tot.. i did this personality test in my church and i feel that its really true. ppl may think that i work w/o the goals in mind, but i do live with my values and the standards i set for myself. if its against my principles, i 'll definitely not do it. sth like tt.. so... enuff said.

as for runnin for council... i definitely hv my reasons. not for fame, not for a gd testi. whats the point of a gd testi when u didnt work hard for it. one qn tt ppl asked durin the election day. "how can be sure that all of u are running for council to help the sch and not for ur own fame Etc?" well. i believe all of the candidates stood up for council for a purpose : to help the sch. i mean.. if not y 'll we bother to go thru all the humilation of standin on the stage, singin a stupid song so that the ppl wil vote. i mean y put ourselves thru such trouble? yupp. anw. i hope the results will be out tml. even if truth hurts, im fine with it. it beats habourin hope for a longer period of time n end up not gettin it... and to say the truth,.. i really hv no idea if i'll get in. im not even in mj for first 3 mths.. LOL. what can i say? God will lead me thru.. yesh! :D to all who are readin .. 2chronicles16:9 yeah! draw strenght frm God!