hihi. its so long since i last blogged, reason bein is... i dont feel like it . plus all those exams are wearin me down. got my results. dont look promisin, but nvm. im gonna work real hard durin june hols. so pls dont ask me out. or if i dont reply u ppl then im studyin. lolx.

and a lot of stuff happen durin this one mth plus. CD competition was not v encouragin by itself. my grp got out. and erm. apparently we broke the trend. so the snrs are like unhappy. to think that ppl still thought that our grp will win top3. laughters. its really sad. but who can share in it for its a personal experience. sighx, BUT its over. nvm. the past cant be changed... the other grp (Yun Zhi) managed to get best actress award. well then at least sec4 hv sth to be proud of right? we may hv nth left to prove ourselves. we may hv disappoint many ppl but i believe we are still winners in e end, for this long process.. we can learn to be stronger. and its also a turnin point for us.. yupp. i think e sec4s did tried their best. is that not enough? is that? cryin out in desperation..

then .. erm. youxieshangxindeshifashengle.. buzhidaoweishenmeihaoxiangyoubeirenqipiandeganjue. haoxiangbei"beipan"deganjue, erqieshiyigexinaiderenzuode, youyidianshangxin. trustoncebrokennevermeant, andidolivebythat... soteachmetotrustuagainthen... i shall not share too much.