this is to yu cheng kkies. i realised that a lot of posts are to u. somehow there are always issues that we discuss that is left danglin in mid-air. okays.

firstly, i believe that u hv a sensitive and touche side. i mean who dont. and sometimes i really dont mean to say stuff that hurt. its jus that u think too much, im serious. well. i 'll try to suan u less. this time for real. last time i broke my promise right? next time u can wack me when i suan til too yan zhong kkies. thats a promise. well. and.. i kinda forget what i wanted to say le.

abt trust right? ! im sorry that u give ppl e impression that u r unreliable.. but with me. its not ur fault. really. i dont trust ppl easily. i admit.due to some bad experience of the past. u can ask xz or jing.i can tell jing everything coz i hv total faith that she'll forget everything by then. so its like i dont hv to worry,. yupp. abnd tellin another person means that u'll hv my ba bing or sth like that. . which i dont wan too. moreover its also another burden u hv to carry.

u think makin ppl happy wil make u happy right? what makes u think that ppl are not contented with their fine share of probs. u nv knoww.. maybe not la.. but knowin their probs doesnt mean u can help too..

i forgot what i want to say le laa.

till then