firstly, it made me lk at a fren differently. behind every happy face, there is a sad past.. and ppl may seem strong and unwilling to share but u nv noe what they really feel until they tell u. so ppl out there, nv assume u noe ur fren well enough. there's always more to discover. yupp.
well and in e movie.. i had this tot throughout the whole ending.. "do our parents alway hv to sacrifice for us? " i noe tt they lurve us but do they sometimes do it that we dont even noe? it made me feel v sad and... like the sacrifice is not worth it. hw many times hv i treated with little respect? i dont know but its definitely uncountable.. it makes my heart pained. why did they give birth to me. life is meaningless for we are all dust.. and theres nth that u can actually hold on to. my life is a waste.
anw.. i rather go through life doubtin such a thing is possible than knowin that it is real and i couldnt have it. things are always so near yet so far. i dont like e truth,. i nv did. and it sux more when u dont know what ppl are doin when they do e stuff they do. izzit out of responsiblity or? i noe we discussed this b4, for a v long time.. but i cant put my heart at ease. im srry i cant learn to trust... bcoz trust hv to be earned right? sounds like im arguin against myself. lolx. all i can say is im gg to stop doin certain things for u and hope tt u realise it. for what i mean, i say it loud and clear..
to lurve another person is to see the face of God - Victor Hugo. i read this quote in a bk,. i think its really true for God is lurve. and.. if we lurve enough , we can actually feel the person's pain and joy.. haix. nvm. i hope im not sendin the wrong stuff to ppl.
hahas. wish me all e best for my rehearsal on fri. coz its hu tiao. horrible. :C
