decided to bog again. haha. finally a day w/o test yet it felt weird. it seem as though test is jus another paper when all it matters was to get at least an A. tml is the release of O's resultsd. it is also the time for most of us to face the truth. whether my cl can make it or not, i hv no idea. but i know that out there, many are prayin and hopin. These results determine too what kind of treatment we'll get frm Dr boon. sometimes, i feel like a robort in e sch. all those morns sayin 'good morn *blahx* ' and checkin attendence. go back cls. its e same routine. and with all the cameras arnd, there's simply no sense of privacy. i dont see why they must go to such extremes...

and i dont know what to do with my cls. every1 refuse to do their duty. practically no one listens to what i say. wonder what held me on to this place. wonder what 'll happen if i chose a diff combi long ago, if i got stuck in another cls... will i still be here, wonderin abt my cls... my cca.
well. tml there's cca. lanlaoshi.. paixi,. wonder what role i got. hope its like within my limits otherwise i'll jus screw that whole thing. bu xiang yan xi..