wanna share sth abt my cls... there is a few girls in my cls that kinda slash ( i dont know if u can use that word ) their wrists. its kinda hurtin to know esp since a few appear to be strong. maybe not strong but its like u dont expect them to do it... that kinda of thing. its amazin right, to see the differences btw ur inner self and what u potray to others... to think someone said that one of them and me are alike in many ways. i thought so too but i dont think i wont be in my desperate attempts try that. i wont deny e fact tt it came across my mindd, but .. i mean who have not hv tt tot b4...

hv u ever tot abt what'll happen when u die? i always believe that one 'll go to heaven if u r a christian. well, i think there are many who doubt this. maybe ppl might ask " what if u die and u realise that its not true? " to this i dont think i hv a really good ans. but i tink sincee faith is bein certain of what we do not see... then i can hold on to it. i may not hv seen God, but i hv seen his works. i may not hv seen him payin for my sins, but i hv seen his love... hope this is enough.

this is not meant to be a propaganda or some sort. i jus tot my life is v screwed, not honourin God... i dont know if i hv caused anyone to hv a bad impression of Christians, but im tryin my best. all i can say is that i seek to lurve God more and more!