not really in e best of moods today. u know. words really hurt. actions speak louder than words. in this case it doesnt really make sense right? to me, words are the ones that are the most poisonous. it was said that our mouth can bring a person up or make a person feel down. basically, i dont understand y u chose e bad way... its not just e words. its e tone. the 2 options are is just a line away from each other. simply speakin sth bad can hurt.

im really sick of tryin to smile, forcin myself to smile. to get suan and simply shrug my shoulders and say whatever!. i use to believe that smilin will make one feel better. now, im wrong. its short term and bring about many side effects. im sorry for not bein as temperant as i use to be. i really wan to be able to simply shout back at u but somehow my mouth refuse to open. all i can do is laugh it all. sounds easy right? i wish im more tolerant.

sick and tired of my cls, of my cca. wonder when i'll ever learn to make friends, let go and start anew. i wanted to try but it seems a bit too late. im already sec4 and a few mths i'll be out of e sch. who knows if i'll see anyone of them again.. those gatherings organise later, i wonder who'll turn up.