why? i hate myself more than i hate the world. hatred. thats the right word? HAHAHAHAS. say im mad. yes im . im MAD. how i wish im. i wanna be mad. i wanna die. i wanna get out of this word. i dont mind migrating. i wanna be alone. i wanna be me. i wanna stay happy but i cant. i wanna do the things i want too. i wanna DIE. ...