hahas. sad life.. jus now realise sth abt my family.. sth small happen. and i cried. hahas. m i petty? what do u ppl say? i dont know... i guess its not abt tt thing itself tt matters but the worth that i hv in my family. apparently, it doesnt matter if im alive or not. since...
anw, holding on and loving the ppl around me too much is not good. for i can take nth back with me when i die. so, life is meaningless isnt it? hahas. its the relationship with ppl that keep me going but... now, it seems sooo hard. even ith my family. yes, i know they love me but so what? love is wanting the best for the person but... izzit always the best for me as what they seem? sometimes, i just feel so neglected and... im one of those easily discouraged or encouraged. so.. its like my mood can change easily. hahas. thats me.