whee... hi
im feeling very stressed out. crap!!! i cant find a TROLLEY. i need tomorrow. nothing much will happen. i will just get killed. argh!!!
plus when is chem test? i dont even know how to study? and the friendship performance audition is next week, my class have not thought of anything.
If im not the props leader, i wont have care... if im not the monitress, i wont have care... its all about time management but which is more important? cca or class?
sometimes i wonder if putting in so much effort in a certain thing is worth it.
For eg, the bonding camp. how many people actually break from their cliques? how many feel that the class got bonded? and to me its not about winning but there might be some who wants to win...
so, what can i do? im just another person in the class. A single person can make a difference but ... what about this cl phrase " gu zhang nan min " isnt this totally contridicting? ok.. maybe im twisting the words around. but im really like... stressing out.
that's when stress management comes in too. lolx.
Dont Sweat The Small Stuff. hahas. its a nice book. with 100 ways to lessen stress. [ ps: the author didnt pay me for advertistment.. ]

i think tooo much? maybe i do.. i think more like i think deeply. hahas. but people usually take me as the joker, laugh and forget kind.. hahas. but its ok!!!! its better like that. makes me relax. if you people dont understand what im writing above, its ok... i dont too. heex. sorry. my mind is in a whir...

hahas. im kind of bored.. missing you!!!
why is life always so amusing?

anw, i need to thank God for the wonderful day. i "visited" my grandparents at the cemetery... feel kinda wen xin .. and went Jurong point. saw lots of cool christainity stuff!!! so cool pls.
im going back there to buy!!! yeah!!! lolx